sayonara 2011

 masih ke inget banget bagaimaana gw menghabiskan malan tahun baru 2010-2011 di citra raya. gw pikir saat itu tahun 2011 akan jadi tahun yang tenang dan biasa aja, dibanding tahun 2010 yang sepertinya mejadi tahun terburuk gw.
oke yang lalu ga usah di inget". sebentar lagi pun merayakan malam tahun baru 2011-2012. ntah kenapa perasaan gw tentang tahun 2012 itu sangat special. mungkin aja tahun depan itu akan menjadi tahun yang berat. bulan febuary ada udah dapet jadwal buat cosplay :))
i just hope i can be more calm in 2012 with anything will happen.
di tahun ini (2011) meskipun ga berasa sebagai tahun yang panjang namun beberapa hal cukup menarik perasaan gw.
meskipun ga terlalu ingat bulan dan tanggalnya tapi gw inget urutan waktunya seperti ini:
- karaoke ber3 di limelight ntah kenapa ini jadi hal pertama yang gw inget.
- ketemu teman lama yang udah hampir 8 tahun ga ketemu, dia dateng ke toko dan pas bgt gw baru pulang kuliah dan lagi berada di toko (takdir) akhirnya bisa keep kontak sampe sekarang deh (old friend never die) :)
- saat liburan panjang kuliah gw dapet kesempatan pengalaman untuk buka toko sendiri di blok o ternyata buka toko itu sulit, menguras emosi. hal-hal menarik pun gw pelajariseperti ditipu pembeli, ngomelin nenek-nenek, bagaimana merayu pelanggan, bagaimana gw hapal kode" di toko gw dalam 10 menit padahal selama 10 tahun  gw ga pernah hapal sebelumnya '_', yah pokoknya itu sangat memberikan pengalaman bgt.
- banyak hal yang gw buang di tahun ini , seperti saat kedatangan mahasiswa live in dari kinki univ gw batal ikut, saat jalan", dan karaoke sama temen kampus gw ga sempet ikut.
-oh ia saat ngajak karaoke denis and loby gw sampe" perlu nyariin mereka yang nyasar terus tartik naik vario. ya ampun hha.. itu yang paling lucu kalo diinget,
-tahun ini pun gw temani denis nyari sampel air udang , pertama kita cari dari yang paling jauh muara kaarang, ga ada! ke pasar muara karang! ga ada! akhirnya adanya di kamal deket rumah gw -__- tapi pizza nya enak lah buat mengisi kelelahan sehabis mencari sampel:)
- tahun ini liburan ke bali ! oh yeah.. naik mobil sendiri(escudo) ternyata capek @@ kecapean terparah yang gw alami, nonstop ga tidur 1 hari  hari nyetir dari semarang - jakarta.
- di bali sangat menyenangkan meskipun ga semua hal jadi gw coba, hanya liat" saja , but officially im missing bali.v.v
- akhirnya bokap bisa beli pajero sport dakar setelah 3 bulan inden. gw suka mobil ini nyaman, tarikan wusssh, yang gw ga suka masih belum waktunya buat gw yang bawa kemana sesuka hati gw.
- lalu di tahun ini gw boros banget beli gitar sampe 2, ganti bb. beli modem 2, upgrade komputer jadu core2duo.
natal tahun ini gw habiskan di rumah citra tahun baru pun demikian sepertinya nothing special, tapi  gw besyukur masih bisa melewatinya bersama keluarga :)

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my second guitar " cordy"

gitar kedua yang di beli seminggu yang lalu,, awalnya berniat sama gitar listrik tapi sepertinya terlalu terburu" jadi beli gitar akustik dulu deh, kebetulan ketemu yang elektrik,
suaranya light bgt, tapi dibandingkan merek yamaha yang pernah pake di sekolah ini jauh lebih baik.
now ,, i love this guitar more than my hP :))

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意見

相手の話すがいないから。。ここで　書きます。
寂しくない　私が、、、でも。。僕のことについて　わかった人がいません。

じゃ。。
伝えたことは　今日　何のため　日本語の文学で　勉強しているか？僕の未来は決定しました。。お店で　働きます。　日本語の関係がありません。。。だから私は　息子です。。。両親の　お店を　つずくなければならない。。それから　日本語を勉強するの意志が　すくなくなる。。
実は　全部　私の夢じゃない。

僕の目標は　大学卒業するだって。。いい点とか悪い点とか。。不必要です。

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i influence guitar xD

thats my guitar and my friend guitar ahha xD
i succesfully ask him to buy guitar :p

i like his mine coz its ymaha, but i love mine :)
im planning to buy an electric guitar , but im still confuse... what im gonna do with that electric guitar, so until the money has to fill up... i will learn about picking and tapping .. wish me luck :p

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Kokoro no Hitomi

huaaa... first time i heard this song from ueda sensei in the class at 3rd smester..
i forgot about date..
but i share it with someone..
i wish she's still remember this ..

you always being an egoistic person, until u know u have their in ure life.

i made this for describe the past that happened, n its make me so affected.

this is my 17 b'day and this is the one my fave surya picture's :)

u know u always feel ure problems is important than anything?

u crying u stress u mad u going crazy coz love, friends, money, ure study at school, and a lot of things about happened to you, and u dont realize that all will be nothing until you see the pictures that show you, u have a family.

(part 1)

One Week with No Class

=_________________________=

3 days before new smester begin.

3 days left to enjoy the "holy"day.

too fun too tired too experience n too many problems

i dont have anyone to tell , so i write this.

senshuu no kinyoubi ni Lime light e ikimashita, eva to enrico to fredy to ryan to karaoke o shita. mae ni TA e itta , gitaa no "case" o kattari, hiru gohan tabetari, umm ..mo-ru de sanposhimashta.

TSUKARETAAA tte TANOSHII!! okane ga saifu ni haitta mou nakunatta -__-

uchi ni modotte ...JUMP wo yonda...haaah...ureshi na!

DEMO!

when the saturday was begin, i dont have anything to do beside plays guitar.DAMN!

i wish i could go with some one or my friends..but ... yeah ..i wont say "hey .. wanna go out?" or " please im bored here"

and the day when the adventure is come.

at tuesday(i dont realize if that day is national holiday)@@

but i accompany denis (my senior high school friends ) for to get a water sample from shrimp ponds, and we're searching it from elang laut - muara angke - and finally we found it at kamal muara (owwww..its so close from my home=__=)

it was fun, nice to give my hand for someone project, nice for troough flooding with vario, nice for walking 1-2 km for get a water sample,nice chat with DKV people(not Desain Comunication Visual)xD

nice pizza, and nice dvd's that i had bought.:P

but too tired,, =__=

and i have problem with my guitar, my young sister's violin,and my will .=___=

last night we go to PV 

traffic jam like crazy =_= 30 minutes come to 90 minutes to arrive at PV.

hey,, theres BUSWAY in front of PV..and THAT WAS SO QUIET AND LAMEEE!!

i drove like crazy last night, =_-|||

but no one "girl" in my family feels so scared with speed.salute !

o yea,, sekarang cas an hp rusak!

arghh.. kenapa ga hp nya aja yang rusak :p

malas nya untuk beli cas an.. rasanya cas an hp udah bertumpuk di rumah kalo di kumpulin.

sisa 3 hari , kek nya ga bakal ada update lagi karena dikedepannya cuma akan diisi di rumah, pergi ngasih hadiah, nganterin temen ngambil coklat, nonton dvd, latihan stem gitar, dan online 0.0.

jya.. happy holiday!

Black is mine:)

whoa.. i dont realize it before..i've become fans of black.=-=
lately,I always prefer black than blue when buying some stuff, n now....my stuff is full with black.. i dont recognize it..my truly fave colour is blue sky and orange.
but, =3=...
i have so many black things than blue or orange..
and this is the most my fave black things that i have for now..

yeaaa....looks cute yeah?:)
ah,yea,,i wnt to start playing guitar again...after 2 years.im not really good about playing it, but im really happy if can play it with better than yesterday :)
it had been my friend since 3rd january this year :D
welcome my new black one!

ただの幸せに気づいたら もう二度と溺れないよ.

Ano suiheisen ga touzakatte iku Ao sugita sora ni wa ashita sura egake nakute Iki mo dekinai kurai yodonda hito no mure Boku wa itsukara koko ni moguri konda nda Kanashimi nante hakidashite Mae dake mi tereba ii ndakke Sore ja totemo matomo de irarenai Subete o boku ga teki ni mawashite mo Hikari o kasuka ni kanji teru nda Soko made yuke sou nara Iki o shitakute koko wa kurushikute Yami o miageru dake no yoru wa Mogaku gen'ashou no daibaa Ikite iru n datte tashikametakute Fukai kaitei o mezashite mouichido kokyuu o shiyou Atama naka no chizu o hikkurikaeshitara Tarinai mono darake de hitori obieta yuube Boku wa tsuyoi n datte zutto omotte ita Dare yori mo tsuyoi tte zutto omotte ita Maigo ni natta hakuchou ga Hoshi no yozora ni ukande ita Nagusame no you ni furidashita ame Dake douyara bokura wa nare sou mo nai Hoshi ga hoshinara boku wa boku sa Doko made yuke sou kana Omotai ikari o shoikonde Hon'no sukoshi inori o hakidashite Mande aizu no you ni furidashita ame Iki o shitakute koko wa kurushikute Yami o miageru dake no boku ja Ukabu houhou mo nai daibaa Ikite iru n datte tashikametainara sou Fukai kaitei o mezashite mouichido o dake Iki o shite mite Tada no shiawase ni kizuitara mou nidoto oborenai yo

The horizon is drifting away The sky is too blue to depict tomorrow on A group of stagnated people struggling to breathe Since when did I crawl under here? I’ll spill out my sadness Wouldn’t I be better off only looking forward? Well then I guess I can’t take the lead Even if I turn everything around to be my enemy, I will still feel a dim light If I’m going to go that far, then… I want to breathe, it’s painful here The night you look up at darkness A floating diver with decompression sickness Wanting to confirm that I'm alive Let’s take one more breath, heading down to the bottom of the ocean I turn the map over in my head, The night when I was all alone and frightened by the things I lack I always thought I was strong, Always thought I was stronger than anyone else A lost swan was floating in the starry night sky It started to rain lullingly But it seems we can't become so Just as stars are stars, I’m just me Can I go that far... With a heavy anchor on my back And a picture of prayers as a little extra It started to rain as if giving me a cue I want to breathe, it’s painful here Me, looking up into the darkness, a diver without a way to float If you want proof that you’re alive Let’s head down to the bottom of the ocean one more time I want to try to breathe If I could just sense a bit of happiness, I would never drown again

"NICO TOUCHES THE WALLS - DIVER"

Akeboshi "wind" inspired me a lot.

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your Anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say, 'cos I still got my soul
Take your time baby
Your blood needs slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom
Reflection of fear make shadows of nothing
Shadows of nothing
You still are blind if you see a winding road
'Cos there's always a straight way to the point you see

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry, 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

"I always hate myself, coz i always waiting n keep the promise, never know this is true or false"

Chiisana Mahou (≧∇≦)

This is my fave song for the end of 2010.
time realeased :08 December 2010

STEREOPONY - CHIISANA MAHOU

The wind surrounds this city
Felt a little cold somewhere
I was always alone
I thought I was okay with it

Since that day when I met you
My world began to change into color
Though the season is ending soon again
These colors won't fade

That's why I want to deliver it to you, who is far away


Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll send it to where you are
So that the warmth doesn't cool off
If I confine it together
My thoughts will take shape

Everyday I repeat the same things
If you suddenly found out
That I was swelling up little by little
You would loosen my heart

When the city's light disappeared
You would light my heart
Just before I fall asleep
I continue to think about you

That's why I want to send it to you, who is far way

Even if I have to leave you
You would wait
For you needed me
A lot of words
Can be put in a song
I'll go deliver it to where you are

Both of us are always connecting through this sky
So if I can feel it
My gentle feelings will become stronger

Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll deliver it to where you are
Throughout the world
There's a song I only want to sing to you
So to convey these feelings

I'll cast a magic

Im better , I must better

today was a first day in 2011 I step my feet at binus university.
i dont get any sensation  of it.
this is 3rd year im in college..everthing its fine until now. no one major problems.
i think this is an era when im in a good condition for be a smart.

Namida no regret

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
As the colors of summer shined brightly from the city
Instead of saying goodbye, we exchange small nods
And we start to move on

As I was waiting for the bus
Twilight seemed to approach slowly
I wondered, we didn't look bad as a couple, did we?

In the window glass
I saw the broken reflection of the two of us
We were trying to grow up

Like a bad boy giving up
You joke about breaking up
With that that subtle face
I still know what you were thinking
Even with my eyes closed

My tears weren't about the heartbreak
Up until now, I still loved you
When we began to say goodbye
I couldn't promise you that we could move on

"I'll call you," you said
But I could tell you weren't telling the truth
From the way your hand was shaking
We were nothing more than just childhood friends

I still hate hearing that
I should have endure the life in the city

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
As the colors of summer shined brightly from the city
Instead of saying goodbye, we exchange small nods
And we start to move on

I only feel that I begin to hate myself trying to be strong
Every time I look back at my loss
I would hear your voice

I don't know if I can bear it
But I can't help to keep moving on
We'll see

I hold my tears
I keep hearing words
Saying that one day it'll be hard for me
Is this really goodbye?
It's a promise that we can't take back

The colors of summer disappear