Black is mine:)

whoa.. i dont realize it before..i've become fans of black.=-=
lately,I always prefer black than blue when buying some stuff, n now....my stuff is full with black.. i dont recognize it..my truly fave colour is blue sky and orange.
but, =3=...
i have so many black things than blue or orange..
and this is the most my fave black things that i have for now..

yeaaa....looks cute yeah?:)
ah,yea,,i wnt to start playing guitar again...after 2 years.im not really good about playing it, but im really happy if can play it with better than yesterday :)
it had been my friend since 3rd january this year :D
welcome my new black one!

ただの幸せに気づいたら もう二度と溺れないよ.

Ano suiheisen ga touzakatte iku Ao sugita sora ni wa ashita sura egake nakute Iki mo dekinai kurai yodonda hito no mure Boku wa itsukara koko ni moguri konda nda Kanashimi nante hakidashite Mae dake mi tereba ii ndakke Sore ja totemo matomo de irarenai Subete o boku ga teki ni mawashite mo Hikari o kasuka ni kanji teru nda Soko made yuke sou nara Iki o shitakute koko wa kurushikute Yami o miageru dake no yoru wa Mogaku gen'ashou no daibaa Ikite iru n datte tashikametakute Fukai kaitei o mezashite mouichido kokyuu o shiyou Atama naka no chizu o hikkurikaeshitara Tarinai mono darake de hitori obieta yuube Boku wa tsuyoi n datte zutto omotte ita Dare yori mo tsuyoi tte zutto omotte ita Maigo ni natta hakuchou ga Hoshi no yozora ni ukande ita Nagusame no you ni furidashita ame Dake douyara bokura wa nare sou mo nai Hoshi ga hoshinara boku wa boku sa Doko made yuke sou kana Omotai ikari o shoikonde Hon'no sukoshi inori o hakidashite Mande aizu no you ni furidashita ame Iki o shitakute koko wa kurushikute Yami o miageru dake no boku ja Ukabu houhou mo nai daibaa Ikite iru n datte tashikametainara sou Fukai kaitei o mezashite mouichido o dake Iki o shite mite Tada no shiawase ni kizuitara mou nidoto oborenai yo

The horizon is drifting away The sky is too blue to depict tomorrow on A group of stagnated people struggling to breathe Since when did I crawl under here? I’ll spill out my sadness Wouldn’t I be better off only looking forward? Well then I guess I can’t take the lead Even if I turn everything around to be my enemy, I will still feel a dim light If I’m going to go that far, then… I want to breathe, it’s painful here The night you look up at darkness A floating diver with decompression sickness Wanting to confirm that I'm alive Let’s take one more breath, heading down to the bottom of the ocean I turn the map over in my head, The night when I was all alone and frightened by the things I lack I always thought I was strong, Always thought I was stronger than anyone else A lost swan was floating in the starry night sky It started to rain lullingly But it seems we can't become so Just as stars are stars, I’m just me Can I go that far... With a heavy anchor on my back And a picture of prayers as a little extra It started to rain as if giving me a cue I want to breathe, it’s painful here Me, looking up into the darkness, a diver without a way to float If you want proof that you’re alive Let’s head down to the bottom of the ocean one more time I want to try to breathe If I could just sense a bit of happiness, I would never drown again

"NICO TOUCHES THE WALLS - DIVER"

Akeboshi "wind" inspired me a lot.

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your Anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say, 'cos I still got my soul
Take your time baby
Your blood needs slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom
Reflection of fear make shadows of nothing
Shadows of nothing
You still are blind if you see a winding road
'Cos there's always a straight way to the point you see

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry, 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end
'Cos you will hate yourself in the end

"I always hate myself, coz i always waiting n keep the promise, never know this is true or false"

Chiisana Mahou (≧∇≦)

This is my fave song for the end of 2010.
time realeased :08 December 2010

STEREOPONY - CHIISANA MAHOU

The wind surrounds this city
Felt a little cold somewhere
I was always alone
I thought I was okay with it

Since that day when I met you
My world began to change into color
Though the season is ending soon again
These colors won't fade

That's why I want to deliver it to you, who is far away


Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll send it to where you are
So that the warmth doesn't cool off
If I confine it together
My thoughts will take shape

Everyday I repeat the same things
If you suddenly found out
That I was swelling up little by little
You would loosen my heart

When the city's light disappeared
You would light my heart
Just before I fall asleep
I continue to think about you

That's why I want to send it to you, who is far way

Even if I have to leave you
You would wait
For you needed me
A lot of words
Can be put in a song
I'll go deliver it to where you are

Both of us are always connecting through this sky
So if I can feel it
My gentle feelings will become stronger

Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll deliver it to where you are
Throughout the world
There's a song I only want to sing to you
So to convey these feelings

I'll cast a magic

Im better , I must better

today was a first day in 2011 I step my feet at binus university.
i dont get any sensation  of it.
this is 3rd year im in college..everthing its fine until now. no one major problems.
i think this is an era when im in a good condition for be a smart.

Namida no regret

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
As the colors of summer shined brightly from the city
Instead of saying goodbye, we exchange small nods
And we start to move on

As I was waiting for the bus
Twilight seemed to approach slowly
I wondered, we didn't look bad as a couple, did we?

In the window glass
I saw the broken reflection of the two of us
We were trying to grow up

Like a bad boy giving up
You joke about breaking up
With that that subtle face
I still know what you were thinking
Even with my eyes closed

My tears weren't about the heartbreak
Up until now, I still loved you
When we began to say goodbye
I couldn't promise you that we could move on

"I'll call you," you said
But I could tell you weren't telling the truth
From the way your hand was shaking
We were nothing more than just childhood friends

I still hate hearing that
I should have endure the life in the city

The tears of regret spilled after I smiled
As the colors of summer shined brightly from the city
Instead of saying goodbye, we exchange small nods
And we start to move on

I only feel that I begin to hate myself trying to be strong
Every time I look back at my loss
I would hear your voice

I don't know if I can bear it
But I can't help to keep moving on
We'll see

I hold my tears
I keep hearing words
Saying that one day it'll be hard for me
Is this really goodbye?
It's a promise that we can't take back

The colors of summer disappear